What is it about growing up. it seems that you lose more and more friends, things become a little bit more diluted and wierd. Things that made sense before now make little or no sense at all. I look at everyone and see so much sadness and unrest. So much ahead of you but you cant see whats ahead. i dont know i feel empty alot i feel like that song Nowhere man. That pretty much sums my life up for the past few years. Don't get me wrong i have good days and fun days but they are far and few between. I really dont want to sap away my life by working as hard as my parents worked. I want to enjoy every moment. I feel lost.... i hope this makes sense to someone anyways see ya. Birthday in three days i wish i could say i was happy about it.
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growing up is hard to do!
*sings* i wish we all could be older
*sings* i dont wanna grow up i wanna be a toys r us kid
*sigh and hugs you*
i know how all this is... i dont think its much to do with growing up more along the lines of growing apart.... yeah... and age sucks etc...*
hope ya perk up man happy upcoming bday