Grrrrrrrrrrr! I love NY weather this time of year, snow and dismal one day, blindingly sunny the next. I didnt do any celebrating last night but I feel hung over, kinda strange. Maybe my Celtic blood just feels hung over after St. Pattys by default, who knows 
Took mom to therapy again. I don't stay in the waiting room anymore so I don't hear her when she yells out but it's still very hard. I felt like I let her down today beacuse I know she saw the tears in my eyes as I helped her back into the car when we left the hospital. I want to be strong for her but seeing her like this is killing me. My dad dosn't even go anymore, I don't think he can handle it. He just sits and sobs.
Need to go look for a job.........
Took mom to therapy again. I don't stay in the waiting room anymore so I don't hear her when she yells out but it's still very hard. I felt like I let her down today beacuse I know she saw the tears in my eyes as I helped her back into the car when we left the hospital. I want to be strong for her but seeing her like this is killing me. My dad dosn't even go anymore, I don't think he can handle it. He just sits and sobs.
Need to go look for a job.........
it is possible she feels like she is letting you and your dad down for being sick...
you are doing a good job taking care of her...that is what matters...
amethyst