After one of, if not the best, weekends of my life I have come to realize just how incredibly lucky a man I am to have Sorcha in my life. She is everything I have ever wanted and a thousand other things I never even knew I wanted.
I'm not sure what amazing feat I must have performed in a former life to becomes Fortunate enough to earn her attention but rest assured I'm doing everything I can to demonstrate my worth to her
Her company will be truly missed when she heads home ![](https://websmileys.com/sm/sad/839.gif)
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it is very hard to find that kind of connection in this world. and when you do....do everything you can to nurture it and appreciate it. (seems like you do
plus i am trying to maintain my friendship with dave (the drummer) but that is looking bleak as well. i think it was too much for him to know that R and i slept together, and him having to witness my sorrow, regret, and pain of being used.R was right; i should have kept my word and not told dave *sigh*
you and sorcha are giving me reason to believe that love does exist