I just found out that my ex got married sometime in the last week. They're having a party for friends this sat. so I assume it was last weekend. This is the guy I loved so much I thought I would spend the rest of my life with him. I thought we would have children together. It's been more than a year since we broke up, but it's still painful. Up until a month ago, he and his girlfriend were coming into the restaurant that I bartend at and sitting at my bar and it just killed me. I know I'm better off and that he was not the right person for me, but it hurts all the same. 
At least you recognize that he wasn't the right guy for you...and that's a big step. You've moved on, it seems, and that is another big step.
I'd do something silly here to make you laugh but that hardly ever works online...there are _so_ many guys out there clever-er that I am.
*ack*
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