AAAhhhh fuge it!!!!
Who the fuck else am I gonna write to?
Don't know too many people here outside family and school.
So I was a whiny little bitch---I think I had a right to be.
I'm just stressed out pretty heavily these days and don't like fighting or any of that macho bullshit, so I say crazy stupid nonsense based on the way I'm fealing at the moment. I'm mostly writing to myself most of the time----they mostly come out at night .....mostly...
Other than cooking (which I never get to do much lately) writing and masage are my most important outlets creatively.
I had a great massage session tonight and she gave me a decent tip even though I told her not too, but I have gained a new weekly,possibly paying, client.
Gas is expensive, creams & lotions and sheets and books especially cost a lot of cheddar. 
So I shouldn't feel bad about accepting money, right?
anyhowsss
Time to read about the pancreas and Adrenal gland.
I don't think I have time to join the SGFL site any way...sorry
Who the fuck else am I gonna write to?
Don't know too many people here outside family and school.
So I was a whiny little bitch---I think I had a right to be.
I'm just stressed out pretty heavily these days and don't like fighting or any of that macho bullshit, so I say crazy stupid nonsense based on the way I'm fealing at the moment. I'm mostly writing to myself most of the time----they mostly come out at night .....mostly...
Other than cooking (which I never get to do much lately) writing and masage are my most important outlets creatively.
I had a great massage session tonight and she gave me a decent tip even though I told her not too, but I have gained a new weekly,possibly paying, client.
Gas is expensive, creams & lotions and sheets and books especially cost a lot of cheddar. So I shouldn't feel bad about accepting money, right?
anyhowsss
Time to read about the pancreas and Adrenal gland.
I don't think I have time to join the SGFL site any way...sorry