So I lied to work to take this week off... because I just didn't feel like dealing with that crap the week before classes start up again. I think the last straw was them shorting me on my paycheck. I asked payroll about it they said, "Oh, I dunno... talk to HR." Anyone else ever have to deal with Human Resources before? Those people are some of the most ineffectual dimwitted self important wastes of a paycheck at ANY corporation. Especially when you have to deal with them as an Engineer. But yeah... I'm fond of em. hahaha...
All my classes are going to be in the Computer Systems Engineering building next semester at the Brickyard... that'll be good stuff. I can park right under the building, walk up the stairs and get myself a hot tea, then get to class with minimal effort. Beats the crap outta the 1.4 mile hike when you have to park by the stadium!!
It's all good though, got to sleep in, hit the gym, putz around outside in the beautiful weather, and drive around. It was a really good day. Well, other than an ex girlfriend calling till I actually answered and spazing out. I fail to see how her issues with my friend she started sleeping with after we broke up are my fault. She decided to do that to try to piss me off, and make me jelous... and it didn't work. So she decides to try to stick it out... and now like a year and a half later I become a shoulder to cry on? Pfft... fuck that noise. Maybe that'll teach her not to go into tantrums and break people's crap and throw empty vodka bottles at said person.(me)
Annyway getting off of THAT topic real fast. heheheh. Yeah, beautiful day. I went to help a friend get their car back from the tow yard today as well... is it bizzare to have a serene moment in the middle of what is basically a junk yard?
Sitting in the middle of an auto junkyard with the sun blaring down on you feeling actually hot in January while your friend walks around trying to find where they tow'd his car. Seems a strange enough setting. I sat there watching as tumbleweeds blew past along the ground while and dandylion danced in the air around my head while the wind kicked up small lines of dirt. No one knows by queens of the stoneage played from the car radio quietly behind me and suddenly I had this moment where time seemed to stop and the the beauty of the scene I dunno, it just struck me. One of those "the world is such a strange and beautiful place" moments. It was a bizarre, but pieceful, and... really hard to describe.
On that note, this journal entry is going to be FREAKING LONG. So i leave you with my lyrical thought of the day...
"Lost in a world of doubt and insecurity
Nothing that you hold sacred, nothing you believe
Your life is a contradiction
While you thrive on manipulation
I fight to just hold on to what I believe
I won't become the thing I hate
I won't become the thing I hate
I won't become the thing I hate
I won't become you " - Stabbing Westward - Thing I Hate
All my classes are going to be in the Computer Systems Engineering building next semester at the Brickyard... that'll be good stuff. I can park right under the building, walk up the stairs and get myself a hot tea, then get to class with minimal effort. Beats the crap outta the 1.4 mile hike when you have to park by the stadium!!
It's all good though, got to sleep in, hit the gym, putz around outside in the beautiful weather, and drive around. It was a really good day. Well, other than an ex girlfriend calling till I actually answered and spazing out. I fail to see how her issues with my friend she started sleeping with after we broke up are my fault. She decided to do that to try to piss me off, and make me jelous... and it didn't work. So she decides to try to stick it out... and now like a year and a half later I become a shoulder to cry on? Pfft... fuck that noise. Maybe that'll teach her not to go into tantrums and break people's crap and throw empty vodka bottles at said person.(me)
Annyway getting off of THAT topic real fast. heheheh. Yeah, beautiful day. I went to help a friend get their car back from the tow yard today as well... is it bizzare to have a serene moment in the middle of what is basically a junk yard?
Sitting in the middle of an auto junkyard with the sun blaring down on you feeling actually hot in January while your friend walks around trying to find where they tow'd his car. Seems a strange enough setting. I sat there watching as tumbleweeds blew past along the ground while and dandylion danced in the air around my head while the wind kicked up small lines of dirt. No one knows by queens of the stoneage played from the car radio quietly behind me and suddenly I had this moment where time seemed to stop and the the beauty of the scene I dunno, it just struck me. One of those "the world is such a strange and beautiful place" moments. It was a bizarre, but pieceful, and... really hard to describe.
On that note, this journal entry is going to be FREAKING LONG. So i leave you with my lyrical thought of the day...
"Lost in a world of doubt and insecurity
Nothing that you hold sacred, nothing you believe
Your life is a contradiction
While you thrive on manipulation
I fight to just hold on to what I believe
I won't become the thing I hate
I won't become the thing I hate
I won't become the thing I hate
I won't become you " - Stabbing Westward - Thing I Hate
trans_dementia:
hehe. yeah, fight club-2 sounds cool. do you have to dress up or anything (or rather.. no shirts.. no shoes? hehe)