corporate_punk

ok i am thinking that it is time to do some more soul searching. i need to find some new friends so i can start to distance myself a bit from my old friends and get some new ones.. now heres the hard part
1) its my best friend
2) hes the father to my god son
3) got into a lot of trouble with him
its really hard for me to find new people to hang out with.

then i think i might be really able to date again. i think im mentally ready for something stable and commited to stay with it. i need to start lookin at schools again if i really want to pursue my art. i picked up a pencil on the plane on monday for the first time in months and the lady next to me said quite a few times that it was very good. so for now thats what ive come up with that im wanting to change in my life. but this i hope is just the begining. but hey give me a break i only thought of this in like a day or two.

ok i dont know if anyone has ever had this problem or not but the top ball of my barbell i guess is diggin into my gums in the top part of my mouth. its actually smoothing out the skin and makin little pathways for it and its finally starting to annoy the hell out of me. should i try and get a smaller ball or what???

added a few new pics