for some reason all weekend long i have felt rather lonely. i hate feeling alone. i wish i was with someone at times like this. that i had someone to share my time and thoughts with. i still find it hard to believe sometimes that i have been single for 3 years now. i just dont find girls that i want to date. well at least girls that i meet and hook up with i dont want to date. the girls i want to date i either dont talk to them, they become friends, or i blow it and dont talk to them anymore. i would like to date someone but i just cant find someone that excites me and keeps me challenged. i usually meet people that i dont feel can meet me on a level that i want. maybe i have high standards i dont know. maybe i just havent met anyone yet. i just hate being alone.
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kinkerbelle:
Maybe if you lower your standards a little bit, and go out with different types of chics...then you will come across someone you really like. 
rude_ruca:
It's funny, 'cause the other day, as I was walking outside to sunbathe, I looked at my mom and was like, "I really miss having a boyfriend..." and then I turned and walked outside. There are a lot of things to be said for having someone to wake up to, fall asleep with, have grab you from behind in the kitchen for no reason other than you looked no cuter ever than at that particular moment in time....BUT I'm not gonna give up hope. Not yet anyway...There's not necessariy someone for everyone, as far as a soulmate, I don't think, but there are LOADS of people to help pass the time 
