corporate_punk

well its friday night and yet another night alone at home. this is no surprise to me or to anyone else. and for those of you who dont know yes i have no life. while i was driving home i thought of something to say but now i cant remember what it was.(after a few minutes of staring at the screen) well heres something. does it really matter how someone looks to fit into a certain "group"? last ngiht i went to the mall to look at a few things. i had last ngiht off and i was tired of wearing a hat so much so i decided to do my hair. this means spiking it up. and i usually like to dress in a casual way but in winter time i wear a lot of long sleeve shirts. and by this i mean button up shirts and all of mine are either ralph lauren or tommy. so im walkin around the mall and i swear i have never seen so many people stare at me at one time. even the people tha consider themselves "alternative" are givin me a weird look. maybe its just my paronoia or people just cant take the fact that i dress kinda nice maybe sometimes preppy and that i have piercings and tattoos and like to spike my hair when i can. ive meet a lot of people that once they get to know me they usually tell me that when they first met me they thought i was weird. but i expect that from most because i dont hang out with people that are into the same kinds of things i am. but today at work this one girl said she liked my hair and she thought it was cool.(i had to go to the store last night to pick up some dough and take it to another store) i like to make some people uncomfortable and i guess some people would think that im tryin to be something im not. im not a poser cause you cant put me into any one "group" i take my fashion tips from cultures that i like. i take a bit from here and a bit from there and put it together and get ME. i like being me. wish there was someone with me but im comfortable with myself. it was funny last week this guy came up to me at work and asked me if i liked some rap song(i use to listen to rap a long time ago but not anymore) and i said to him look at ow im dressed and how i present myself and think about what you just asked me. he paused for a moment and said oops nevermind. well i think i have said enough of what was just on my mind for the moment and now im off to play some video games and read the comic books that came in the mail today. have a fun and safe weekend everyone. see you all sometime at the second star to the right