corporate_punk

so for some reason i am thinking about christmas today. not really sure why but hey. its really weird too cause christmas time in my house is very nerve wrecking. mostly cause me and my dad really dont get along and for the past few years its the time for me to really screw up or at least tell my parents about it and then they help me get out of it. and my mom really takes pity on me and gets the family through the holidays. i wish i could go somewhere for the holidays. i bought the oblongs and office space yesterday. i had a great time laying in bed all afternoon and night just laughin my ass off. what i great way to spend the day off. i get another one tomorrow and i think i will try to repaint my toenails. i have had red up here for like a month and its all chipped and starting to grow out a bit. just need to decide what color to do. i have red, metallic blue, orange, and purple.

so my paranoia had been kicking into high gear latey. i am hearing things all the damn time. i hear noises and people saying things to me all the time. but when i turn around either nothing is there or no one said anything to me. now granted i hear this stuff all the time at least a few times a day but for the past week or two its almost all day. then i see things all the time which is always. i always see things that are unusual to my surrounds. like one time i saw a goat in the yard. or i see people in the middle of the highway. i always know that it isnt real because they are in different colors. like colors of light. i would say orange, red and blue. almost like the pixels of a t.v. its really weird but sometimes its interesting.