coronaex4me

HELLO EVERYONE. HOW THE HELL ARE YAS. WELL I'VE BEEN DRINKING TWO DAYS STRAIGHT NOW. THIS REASON IS THAT EVERY ONCE IN A BLUE MOON I DRINK TO THE THINGS I'VE SEEN, DONE AND MOSTLY TO THE FRIENDS I'VE LOST. I DONT KNOW IF I MENTIONED THIS BEFORE BUT IM A FORMER ARMY VETERAN. I JUST GOT OUT LAST NOVEMBER. I WAS IN FOR SEVEN YEARS AND WAS DEPLOYED THREE TIMES OUT OF THE SEVEN YEARS. BUT ANYWHO, MY FAMILY AND FRIENDS DONT LIKE IT WHEN I DRINK ALONE AND OR MIX ALCOHOL WITH ARMY MEMORIES. I BEG TO DIFFER. I LIKE TO BECAUSE FOR THE SIMPLE FACT THAT I LIKE TO REMEMBER THE GOOD WITH THE BAD. WHEN I DO THIS, I DO NOT GET STUPID OR BELGERANT. I SIMPLY LISTEN TO MUSIC, DRINK AND LOOK AT PHOTO ALBUMS. IN A WAY ITS LIKE ME GRIEVING AND LOOKING AT MY ACCOMPLISHMENTS. IT MAY SEEM WIERD TO YOU BUT ITS NORMAL TO ME. ITS HOW I COPE WITH MY ORDEAL. IM NOT ASHAMED OF THIS FOR THE SIMPLE FACT THAT EVERYONE DEALS WITH THEIR OWN DEMONS IN THEIR OWN WAY. SO THIS IS MINE. IM JUST SIMPLY VENTING MYSELF TO YOU ALL. AND IT FEELS GOOD. BUT IM GOING TO GO BACK TO MY ALBUMS AGAIN. YOU ALL HAVE A GOOD NITE AND TALK TO YOU GUYS LATER! OH AND IF YOU ARE READING THIS ALEX, I WANTED TO GO TO YOUR VOLLEYBALL GAME BUT THIS CAME UP. MAYBE NEXT TIME.