I am so mad. Mad at myself for being so self destructive, mad at the chain of events that have somehow conspired to come about when I feel most vulnerable. Life is not at all like Friends, or Sex in the City or any type of trashy comedy that I like to lose myself in. I hate this and there is nothing that I can do to change it.
I FUCKING hate romantic comedies. ok, i need to rant. FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK. thats better.
I FUCKING hate romantic comedies. ok, i need to rant. FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK. thats better.
I'm glad you enjoyed it.
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I hope you feel better soon.