I feel like I am just existing right now. I haven't been in a relationship in almost 2 months and I am missing it terribly. I hate that I am missing the companionship part of a relationship so much. Life would be easier if I were able to just turn off that part of my brain that aches for someone else. Sometimes I wish I was on some kind of drug to ease my mind.
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coreycam:
Everything will be fine. I just get sad sometimes, who doesn't? My problem is that I think too much. I am going to be 30 soon and I thought I was going to be a lot further along in a certain part of my life. (wife, kids, family) I spent all of my time with the wrong people, but at the same time I am thankful for the career I have built for myself. I make great money and can support myself and any and all hobbies I have. Things will get better, I just have to work on focusing on the things that are great in my life, and not pay attention to the sad parts.
gdsv:
That is a great way of looking at things but if you are are thinking about how to your life in order thinking too much isn't a bad thing. "Work the plan and plan to work". Good luck.