This week's homeworks that @missy and @rambo have asigned is ¿what are your New Year's Resolutions?
And before I get to the 2016 Resolutions Im gonna speak about my 2015 a little bit...
2015, This year have been for sure one of the hardest of my whole life, and Im gonna explain why guys...
INTRODUCTION
Last year started with a death in my friends group.. something that with no doubt can mark anyone,that make you feel terrible trust me. Your vision changes about a lot of stuff. In me basicly killed all my party entusiasm and made me fall again into a depression atmosphere.
But aswell it made me grow like the strong women that I am. I should say aswell that all this was happening to me in UK, as Im originally from Spain.
Well, how it changed me? It made me fall, I was terribly depressed and inside a relationship that was not me. He was a great person, nothing that was happening to me was his fault at all... it was me.. my circunstances and my way to see the things was so black... And Im truly independent, so I needed to fix it by myself. I needed to believe in myself, love myself.
The great news? I decided to do something with my life, something that keep me hype, something that I love, something mine in this world of strangers.
Hairdresser
I wanted to become hairdresser... why not?
...and once in this point I have to confess that until I walked in to my first trial in a salon I had'nt seen a salon from inside since at least 7 years ago lol
it doesnt mean that I were 7 years with boring hair... no hahaha, I had done to my hair thousand diferent colours and styles XD promise
Here I had the motivation!
...But it was not easy, I was dealing with my depression attitude, I learn a lot in my first salon even when they never proper trained me. At least they made me go to a nice Academy... It was a challenge aswel for me, was like start like a teenager in the high school again!
I was not expecting something like that when I came to england to work, honestly, for me all this was exciting and Im not gonna lie, I was superscared... superdepressed and expecting to fail at anypoint. Scared of not have enough english, scared to be fired from the salon or not be enought good in the school... even to not be able to pay the rent... that was my biggest fear... as aprentices get payd really low... is easier when your parents support you isnt it?
and then I was there... In Shoreditch, East London... everytime I looked outside the salon someone with bright colourful hair was waiting in the bus stop <3 all the street art, the people... that made me think in the photography
Oh Photography
One of the loves of my life
Becouse I have a few ''loves of my life'' to be honest lol Im Taurus, all or nothing, big or go home, life is for this, for do whatever make you feel love. Do not confuse it with competition :) is for you.
And after one year I learn, OMG if I learn... about attitude, about friends, about people, about work, about guys...
I learn how to deal with this chaos of city, that is actually like a hurricane, there is a place inside of it where you can keep calm, and admire how beautiful is the world arround you.
and once you learn how to deal with the pressure and the stress, and you find what you like... well the only thing left is find a balance and keep it <3
THESE ARE MY 2016 RESOLUTIONS
-Keep it hype!! Photography, modeling and hairdressing :)
-Be that calmed place inside the hurricane// Be water my friend
-Appreciate, yes appreciate! how blind Ive been xD look arround you and feel it!
-Keep my workout routines as Im doing
-Eat as healty as I learn I have to eat
-Love, good vibes, and empathy
What do you think about my resolutions? do anyone felt something similar this last year? how it was?
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pascipio:
Que bonita!
viajero4:
Lo importante y lo principal es que has tomado una decisión que te ilusiona y que seguro, si te lo propones y persistes en el empeño, te llevará hasta donde quieres ir. Seguro que todas estas experiencias te enriquecen como persona y te llevan a ser el pedazo de profesional de la peluquería que quieres ser. Si tienes vocación y es lo que quieres hacer, adelante, que tienes ya hecho gran parte del camino. Te sigo en SG desde hace tiempo y eres un encanto. Besos de un marbellero. 😍😍😍. Que 2016 sea tu gran año.