corduroy

bah, i'm so pissed off and paranoid at the same time. i was dropped from my insurance cuz this semester i just happened to be enrolled in school "half-time", yeah half-time my ass. not even my damn fault. spring semester always has really crappy night course options. so i'm insurance-less which means i cant afford to buy my b.c. pills no more, cant go to the dentist for my cavity, can't get my checkup and worst of all cant go to the gyno!!!!!!!! ahhhhhhhhhh!!!!!!!! im gonna have a fit. this country's so screwed up. i think i'm moving to canada.

what's funny though is ever since they dropped me, i've been super accident prone. last thing i need is a brken leg or something. i can picture that bill, i'll be paying it off for years. gah, i'm making myself paranoid.

what's even more screwed up is that i get about $4000 financial aid every year. my average tuition is about $2500 so i usually get the rest back. i use it to pay off my ridiculously expensive text books that have been sitting on my credit card, also i get what i paid in cash for student fees back, and use to rest for whatever misc. bills i have. welllllllllllll, since i technically only have 2 classes (half-time pfft) they only sent me back $300, i paid $150 for my fees and $200 for my books, plus $100 for some other random crap. where's the rest of my damn money?! now, i have to managed to somehow come up with the difference to pay off my credit cards so that i have enough credit to put next semesters stuff on them. gah. education should be free damnit. i doubt i'll be able to transfer to ccsu after i finish mcc, cuz i doubt i'll be able to afford it. i'm gonna be a shlep with an asscoiates forever.