corabelle

i had learned yesterday that my father is filing for a divorce. it seems that this should be an emotional time for me but through the months of therapy and years of coming to terms with the fact they aren't in love anymore has prepared me for this moment. i attempted to talk to my father about it (he hasn't yet spoken to my mother), but he became awkward and changed the subject. he has such a hard time talking about emotionally stressful situations, i become so frustrated with him sometimes. blah. but its just the way he is. he'd rather bottle it up than express himself.

work was okay until my boss pulled a jerk move on me. i was working on something for nealy 3 hours today. it was a tough job and it didn't turn out so pretty and in turn he wasn't happy about it. but rather than accepting it, he made me work on it for another 20 minutes attempting to make it look better. when you pay me only 8.50 and hour to do this shit, you can't expect me to care asshole.

but the day ended alright. i went on a nice walk with my housemate and the dog to the video store. i rented the first lord of the rings, and now i'm doing better. all you need are hobbits to make the world a better place