cookiemonstr

So I was compelled to write this today because of something I heard earlier today while i was out and about town. There was a couple and i guess in the eyes of the "normal" world they were an odd couple. he was a rather large heavyset black guy and she was a smaller latin woman. i was sitting there eating my lunch and as they walked by on the boardwalk some kid (maybe 20 years old) made a comment about the fat N word dating her. It really bugged me maybe cuz i am a bigger guy, some on here call us big cuddly boys but basically i am a fat man and my personal preference in women is that i like them cute and petite. all of my ex's have been small and i wonder how many people i have walked by with various ex's and had the same kind of comments made about me. I dont understand why there has to be judgement like that, life is short and i have lost most of the people i loved way too early in life. I was raised with 3 parents my step mom was around since i was 3 years old, she passed away when i was 26 she was only 50 years old, my dad passed away a couple years ago at age 65. The only family i have left is my mom who is 63 and just had a stroke and 2 brothers. the point is life is short and we never know when it will be taken from us. it doesnt matter how much money you make we all end up the same way and no matter how much we earn or acquire, no matter how much stuff we have at the end none of that matters. the only thing that will matter to us all as we lay on our death bed taking our last breaths is how much we loved and how much others loved us. and i know this was just a kid saying something cuz he thought it was funny or weird or whatever and i know even tho i am single now when i find someone i will probably be judged the same way but i wish it werent like that. i wish people could just see that being happy loving and being loved and enjoying the time we have together on this planet is all that we should be striving for! it just makes me sad that people cant see that and that they feel the need to hate or judge another persons happiness and i hope we are all strong enough to know that our happiness is far more important than their hate, brush it off and keep loving and smiling =p just my random thought for the day thanks for listening again