I can't help but feel slightly disappointed with myself. If anyone's learned that promises made by my fellow humans are usually hollow and not kept, especially if they're promises that can't be fulfilled for a long time, it's me. But disregarding that cynical belief I have asked Meagan, my girlfriend, to marry me.
In five years.
She sounds sincere and whole-heartedly intent on spending the rest of her life with me. But that's what I thought about all the others before her. Am I expecting too much from such a young woman? Am I expecting too much from myself?
Strange I should share this subject on this site.. seeing it's not on the top of my list for the home of the pragmatic... but stranger still that I feel more or less comfortable doing so.
Perhaps this is the beginning of a beautiful relationship. (:
And that's the news, friends.
P.S. My apologies go out to Zoe, who is more than deserving of the humble spot in 'My Favorite Suicide Girls" section, considering it was her and Erins jaw-dropping countenence that inspired me to join SG in the first place.
In five years.
She sounds sincere and whole-heartedly intent on spending the rest of her life with me. But that's what I thought about all the others before her. Am I expecting too much from such a young woman? Am I expecting too much from myself?
Strange I should share this subject on this site.. seeing it's not on the top of my list for the home of the pragmatic... but stranger still that I feel more or less comfortable doing so.
Perhaps this is the beginning of a beautiful relationship. (:
And that's the news, friends.
P.S. My apologies go out to Zoe, who is more than deserving of the humble spot in 'My Favorite Suicide Girls" section, considering it was her and Erins jaw-dropping countenence that inspired me to join SG in the first place.
how you feel now, and how she feels now, are what matters. so if it's working now, and it continues to work, then there is the rest of your life.
it's bold step that, for most people our age, people are cynical about.
there is nothing wrong with expectations. the word 'expectation' has a negative connotation, i think, because people are afraid of being disappointed...but that's a whole other debate.
have a great day!