a normal life is boring.
i get ten percent of sales. so that means that since i'm the main answerer of phones (which is a pain in the ass when you're trying to design shit) whenever a steady customer calls up with a new order for something, i get ten percent of that "sale."
i don't have an ounce of salesmanship or business sense in my blood, but knowing that every time the phone rings, i might make myself, like 4 to 100s of bucks is... exciting.
but having a job where where i feel the need to go into the bathroom and just stare at myself in the mirror/hide out for 5 minutes every two hours... not fun.
yeah yeah yeah. i know. "everybody hates their job," "life sucks" blah blah blah.
there's gotta be a better way though. still havnt given up on figuring it out.
i guess i'm getting old for that kind of thinking. i cringe whenever i see some dude who's in his early twenties all dressed up in his tie and button up. what do these people have going on in their brains that allows them to live like that? or what do i have that they don't that makes me so allergic to normalcy?
bah. gotta get the cash, gotta get the dough. anyway, i have a few goals i need to accomplish before i can afford to seriously think about my next "career" step. A: get out of debt. B: get a nintendo and some games off ebay.
in the meantime i've felt just too drained to be creative at all in my free time. and that sort of makes me feel like i'm dying.
i get ten percent of sales. so that means that since i'm the main answerer of phones (which is a pain in the ass when you're trying to design shit) whenever a steady customer calls up with a new order for something, i get ten percent of that "sale."
i don't have an ounce of salesmanship or business sense in my blood, but knowing that every time the phone rings, i might make myself, like 4 to 100s of bucks is... exciting.
but having a job where where i feel the need to go into the bathroom and just stare at myself in the mirror/hide out for 5 minutes every two hours... not fun.
yeah yeah yeah. i know. "everybody hates their job," "life sucks" blah blah blah.
there's gotta be a better way though. still havnt given up on figuring it out.
i guess i'm getting old for that kind of thinking. i cringe whenever i see some dude who's in his early twenties all dressed up in his tie and button up. what do these people have going on in their brains that allows them to live like that? or what do i have that they don't that makes me so allergic to normalcy?
bah. gotta get the cash, gotta get the dough. anyway, i have a few goals i need to accomplish before i can afford to seriously think about my next "career" step. A: get out of debt. B: get a nintendo and some games off ebay.
in the meantime i've felt just too drained to be creative at all in my free time. and that sort of makes me feel like i'm dying.
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My guess? Taste. Or maybe verve. Screw it, live life.