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can't fucking sleep.

seems like once a week i can crank out like 12 hours... the rest of the time i sleep in 2 hour increments. 4 if i'm lucky.

i think its the weather?

the last several days, i've had swings where i don't want anyone around, to, i need someone around or i'll go insane. i hate having needs. wants are much easier on the brain.

i watched summer of sam yesterday.