shambles.
my apt. is a mess. stuff strewn about. dirty clothes that smell like church and food and other peoples houses. complete disorganization.
i've got to get back to business, but i'm having a hard time gettin in the routine. or perhaps i'm just a lazy bastard.
the week was long and exhusting. all sorts of stuff that don't normally exist within the confines of what i'd call my regular life. travelling, seeing people and places i havnt seen in years.
overall it went well. i've found that when old people die, the traditional mourning process seems to work pretty good. a little too much time in church or in prayer for my liking, but i got used to it.
i brought my idea journal with me, and god knows i had plenty of thoughts, but i didnt write a thing down. any downtime away from family was spent watching e!, vh1, g4, or espn... i'm so far from being creative right now. or at least from being productive. it really gnaws at me.
my brother is like a character out of napolean dynamite. totally annoying and unbearable. but i even got used to him after a few days. and my sister has turned into a crazy right wing christian complete with "vote pro life" signs on her lawn, and she homeschools her poor socially inept children. two nights ago i had to sleep in my 7 year old nephew's tiny bed. so there i was curled up in an elmo blanket, next to stuffed animals and underneath a sign with the ten commandments. but by then i was ok with that too. who knows how long it will last, by i'm pretty tolerant of everybody right now. everybody has problems, everybody has issues. we're all just trying to make it however we can. sounds like a good intro for an 80s sitcom theme song...
i'm so glad to be back where i live. i find much comfort in the diversity of strangers. when i go somewhere and all the strangers look and act the same, whatever it is, it scares the bejesus out of me.
south dakota is fucking NUTS with political campaign shit. tv, newspaper and radio ads galore, billboards everywhere. i was there two days and it drove me insane.
i saw a handmade sign on a streetpost in a small minnesota town that simply said "donkey" with an arrow pointing down the street.
totally out of the loop in so many ways. how long can a week be? the most important nationwide news i missed, apparantly, is that ashley simpson did something to become famous.
i should clean up around here and get shit straight, but its much easier to play some grand theft auto.
this weekend will fly by, i'm sure, then i'll be back into my regulary scheduled program. yay.
in general, things are pretty ok right now.
my apt. is a mess. stuff strewn about. dirty clothes that smell like church and food and other peoples houses. complete disorganization.
i've got to get back to business, but i'm having a hard time gettin in the routine. or perhaps i'm just a lazy bastard.
the week was long and exhusting. all sorts of stuff that don't normally exist within the confines of what i'd call my regular life. travelling, seeing people and places i havnt seen in years.
overall it went well. i've found that when old people die, the traditional mourning process seems to work pretty good. a little too much time in church or in prayer for my liking, but i got used to it.
i brought my idea journal with me, and god knows i had plenty of thoughts, but i didnt write a thing down. any downtime away from family was spent watching e!, vh1, g4, or espn... i'm so far from being creative right now. or at least from being productive. it really gnaws at me.
my brother is like a character out of napolean dynamite. totally annoying and unbearable. but i even got used to him after a few days. and my sister has turned into a crazy right wing christian complete with "vote pro life" signs on her lawn, and she homeschools her poor socially inept children. two nights ago i had to sleep in my 7 year old nephew's tiny bed. so there i was curled up in an elmo blanket, next to stuffed animals and underneath a sign with the ten commandments. but by then i was ok with that too. who knows how long it will last, by i'm pretty tolerant of everybody right now. everybody has problems, everybody has issues. we're all just trying to make it however we can. sounds like a good intro for an 80s sitcom theme song...
i'm so glad to be back where i live. i find much comfort in the diversity of strangers. when i go somewhere and all the strangers look and act the same, whatever it is, it scares the bejesus out of me.
south dakota is fucking NUTS with political campaign shit. tv, newspaper and radio ads galore, billboards everywhere. i was there two days and it drove me insane.
i saw a handmade sign on a streetpost in a small minnesota town that simply said "donkey" with an arrow pointing down the street.
totally out of the loop in so many ways. how long can a week be? the most important nationwide news i missed, apparantly, is that ashley simpson did something to become famous.
i should clean up around here and get shit straight, but its much easier to play some grand theft auto.
this weekend will fly by, i'm sure, then i'll be back into my regulary scheduled program. yay.
in general, things are pretty ok right now.
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That church smell never goes away, but as much as I
do not enjoy going to church, it is comforting at times.
I think I need a delicious bass.