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yeah i just got a call from my mom, my dad was taken to the hospital by ambulance this morning, he's terminal, they're gonna set up a hospice in their house. its an ongoing thing resulting from complications from alot of things, mostly cancer. so its not a total surprise. but still shock you know. so i have to go home. i don't know what i'm gonna do financially or what my mom's gonna do period or anything. gonna be a very bad next few days/weeks. fuck.