ahhh, fucking great.
so i had already done my bills and realized i cant pay my credit card bills. and even taking them out of the equation, and paying all other bills... i would be left with a dollar a day for food/drink/expenses for the next 6 weeks...
THEN
i shot up yesterday morning saying "FUCK!"
i realized that when i put my last netflix back in the mail, i also grabbed three bills and put them in too. bills that i couldnt afford to pay until friday.
SO THEN
i scrounge up 17 bucks, which would cover the most local of the bills, and put it in the bank, hoping the other two would slide until friday. i wanted to put a hold on them, but that cost 25 bucks, and i only had 20 bucks. so if i did that, i'd be paying 50 bucks (the fee and the overdraft) automatically. i figured i'd just chance it. the worst i could get is two overdrafts anyway.
BUT THEN
yeah, they processsed the 45 dollar check. then the 17 dollar check. THEN THE FUCKERS PROCESSED TWO CHECK CARD TRANSACTIONS I MADE SATURDAY AND SUNDAY!!
what the hell??? i buy a meal saturday, with my check card, and they dont process it until wednesday? fuck you!
so who knows where i stand now. about 14 feet deep in a pile of shit, basicly.
have a nice day!
so i had already done my bills and realized i cant pay my credit card bills. and even taking them out of the equation, and paying all other bills... i would be left with a dollar a day for food/drink/expenses for the next 6 weeks...
THEN
i shot up yesterday morning saying "FUCK!"
i realized that when i put my last netflix back in the mail, i also grabbed three bills and put them in too. bills that i couldnt afford to pay until friday.
SO THEN
i scrounge up 17 bucks, which would cover the most local of the bills, and put it in the bank, hoping the other two would slide until friday. i wanted to put a hold on them, but that cost 25 bucks, and i only had 20 bucks. so if i did that, i'd be paying 50 bucks (the fee and the overdraft) automatically. i figured i'd just chance it. the worst i could get is two overdrafts anyway.
BUT THEN
yeah, they processsed the 45 dollar check. then the 17 dollar check. THEN THE FUCKERS PROCESSED TWO CHECK CARD TRANSACTIONS I MADE SATURDAY AND SUNDAY!!
what the hell??? i buy a meal saturday, with my check card, and they dont process it until wednesday? fuck you!
so who knows where i stand now. about 14 feet deep in a pile of shit, basicly.
have a nice day!
VIEW 8 of 8 COMMENTS
judas:
i once got myself over $400 in overdrafts. i was 20. i was a retard. it took two years to pay it off, and nearly five to be able to get a checking account again. these days, i'm financially responsible, but i'm still over my head. i pay my bills on time, i don't purchase (too many) frivolous things. and i feel like someone's standing on my shoulders, occasionally jumping. at night, as i lie awake, mulling over the things i mull over when falling asleep (my father dying one day, me never finding lasting love, forgetting to empty the litter box, the myriad ways in which myself or the people i love could be maimed), it's always the debt part that shocks me too awake to nestle back into any semblance of sleepy land. at some point, there will be money from my grandma, but that requires her death and i'm not exactly rooting for that to happen. it feels awful to even write that. i need help. i'm drowning. i don't know what to do. this debt is stunting my life...
nebel:
cars aren't as cool as bikes...but they're pretty and junk.....