contradiction

"I would never tell you how to live
Your life has always been your own
Regardless of what you think I want
I just wanted to be home

For you I

Carried all these lofty burdens
Until my back was bound to break
Nailed to the soundness of my vision
I am the one that you forsake

It's all over now
Although I know that I meant well
Bury the hatchet with the best of my intentions
And I will learn to save myself

I wish I had some straws to grasp at
That would be more than thinning air
My breathing is becoming shallow
And you don't really seem to care

If I am

Falling on my own illusions
Of all the beauty in your words
Coming to the wrong conclusions
A blind belief in what I heard

It's all over now
Although I know that I meant well
Bury the hatchet with the best of my intentions
And I will learn to save myself"
--Severance, "It's All Over"

"Couldn't you have been a better liar
Cause baby I never wanted to know
You should have known better
And I would think that haunts you so

But it's too late to make amends
And oh, here it comes again
And you never said I'm sorry
You never said I'm sorry

Bow down to kiss the bruises on my knees
Said that I would never beg you please
But somehow I find myself upon the floor
I don't know myself from Adam anymore
I hope you're happy now
Baby, I hope you're happy now

Make me an apocalypse tonight
I need to feel the fire
If we're gonna save the world, I have to
Save myself from my desire

For something beautiful and stable
Something like a promise
Something beautiful and stable
Something beautiful and...

Bow down to kiss the bruises on my knees
Said that I would never beg you please
But somehow I find myself upon the floor
I don't know myself from Adam anymore
I hope you're happy now
Baby, I hope you're happy now "
--Severance, "I Hope Your Happy Now"

If I didn't write, I would go insane.

Who wants to hit the bars?

(and no, we didn't break up...haha.)