contradiction

dude.

my financial situation is making me want to cry. seriously. I am in a big fucking hole that I don't have the means to get out of. and I can't find a job...we are talking like homeless and carless if I can't find cash by the 12th-ish of Dec. carless before that. bad brakes. no insurance. yuck.

I know, shut up. Haha. Bitch, bitch, bitch, that's all I ever do.

The good news is, there will be a fetisch album in the middle of next year. It should do fairly well. We have a large fanbase. Yes, I am actually doing fetisch again full time.

My hair has changed - no new pics yet, but soon. I did it blue black with white dread extensions in it. It looks so bad ass.

I just downloaded Limewire pro off of limewire. How fucked is that???

I found my ring in another store today, and much cheaper. Dammit I hope he gets the hint since xmas is coming up and all. fetisch's guitarist said he would buy it for me if I get him a job in Orlando. Haha. I said he has a deal.

Thank you everyone for welcoming me back!!! What a wicked surprise!!!


My thought for the day: ass...and titties...ass...and titties...ass ass titties titties ass and titties...

My listening pleasure: Alanis Morissette - Joining You, a mix CD, The Prodigy, Love Spit Love

Wearing: stretch jeans, black mesh dress, high heeled boots, makeup...lots of makeup...

Wish: my ring for xmas, money, and a pony, dammit. still haven't gotten that.