Hello everyone!
Still stupid-happy. Haha. A little more used to this whole thing. We moved into our new apartment yesterday. Gorgeous I tell ya! 3BR, on a lake, huge, secluded, very very nice! Angel and I are both just so fucking happy. It is eerie. A friend of his from LA told me yesterday that she could not imagine Angel being stupid-cute with anyone. Oh, but we are. Haha. Everyone I have talked to on the phone is floored by how happy I sound. I guess I really have been a cynical, sarcastic, angsty bitch for so long that this side of me makes no sense anymore. Haha. Get used to it!!! Somebody has to provide me with some angst so that I can write good angry tunes though....heehee....
My manager gets back today. Technically I am still living at his place til they move my home confinement crap to my new apt. I guess that's how it works. But anyways, he gets back this evening. When I told him I was still staying here, he was actually happy. He wants to hang out one last night before I move and only get to hang out when he comes over or on the days I am allowed out. He is still really adamant about working on the music on a constant basis. Obviously there won't be any sex, which is going to be very wierd. At least for me. Not in the sense that I want to cheat on Angel (no way) but in the sense that we have been so close for the last few months that it will be a transition to not be close in that way, but still close in others, I guess. Hmmm.
Angel and I still haven't done the deed...hahaha...I think after 4 years of not doing it, we are both a bit nervous about it being right...you know, like two kids about to lose their virginity. It is the weirdest fucking thing.
Alrighty...I need to get some REAL work done...
When should we have that housewarming party?? Any suggestions?
Still stupid-happy. Haha. A little more used to this whole thing. We moved into our new apartment yesterday. Gorgeous I tell ya! 3BR, on a lake, huge, secluded, very very nice! Angel and I are both just so fucking happy. It is eerie. A friend of his from LA told me yesterday that she could not imagine Angel being stupid-cute with anyone. Oh, but we are. Haha. Everyone I have talked to on the phone is floored by how happy I sound. I guess I really have been a cynical, sarcastic, angsty bitch for so long that this side of me makes no sense anymore. Haha. Get used to it!!! Somebody has to provide me with some angst so that I can write good angry tunes though....heehee....
My manager gets back today. Technically I am still living at his place til they move my home confinement crap to my new apt. I guess that's how it works. But anyways, he gets back this evening. When I told him I was still staying here, he was actually happy. He wants to hang out one last night before I move and only get to hang out when he comes over or on the days I am allowed out. He is still really adamant about working on the music on a constant basis. Obviously there won't be any sex, which is going to be very wierd. At least for me. Not in the sense that I want to cheat on Angel (no way) but in the sense that we have been so close for the last few months that it will be a transition to not be close in that way, but still close in others, I guess. Hmmm.
Angel and I still haven't done the deed...hahaha...I think after 4 years of not doing it, we are both a bit nervous about it being right...you know, like two kids about to lose their virginity. It is the weirdest fucking thing.
Alrighty...I need to get some REAL work done...
When should we have that housewarming party?? Any suggestions?
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GRRR for the home confinement crap!