contradiction

I am about done being sick to my stomach. Done being in pain. Fuck being sick. Fuck it. Fuck it. Fuck it.

I am tired of being sick. I am sick of being tired.

I wish these people would stop "practicing" medicine on me and actually do something worthwhile.

And here I thought I was going to get out of my 3-year funky health issue curse this year. Of course not.

Fuck this.