I can't even explain how I feel right now. It almost doesn't make a damn bit of sense.
I have done a complete 180.
The issue I was having before is totally in perspective. Finally, I feel like I have the whole story, that I understand, I am fine, I am better than fine - I am happy. Almost can say happy because this issue...
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I have done a complete 180.
The issue I was having before is totally in perspective. Finally, I feel like I have the whole story, that I understand, I am fine, I am better than fine - I am happy. Almost can say happy because this issue...
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paleenchantress:
glad everything is good sweetie ! 
punkgirllecia:
i'm baaaaack 
contradiction:
trippin, yo!
Word, everyone! 
Germany. Germany rocked. I will post new pics.
I am having some really tough times right now, learned something I needed to know but didn't want to, and it is really wearing on me to deal with the daily pain that comes with it. I won't say what, I will just say that it is horrendously painful to me.
But Germany was awesome....
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Germany. Germany rocked. I will post new pics.
I am having some really tough times right now, learned something I needed to know but didn't want to, and it is really wearing on me to deal with the daily pain that comes with it. I won't say what, I will just say that it is horrendously painful to me.
But Germany was awesome....
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paintedbat:
hurray great pics!
lecia:
i've been wondering what happened to faf.
Hello everyone!
I have had a fantastic weekend. Went by boat to Catalina Island...thanks to my guy planning a great getaway for us. Saw some sights, great hotel room, LOTS of FANTASTIC sex...it was killer. Happy me.
I have been trying out being in a better mood again. When my guy and I first got back together, it was blissful. He did not overwork and...
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I have had a fantastic weekend. Went by boat to Catalina Island...thanks to my guy planning a great getaway for us. Saw some sights, great hotel room, LOTS of FANTASTIC sex...it was killer. Happy me.
I have been trying out being in a better mood again. When my guy and I first got back together, it was blissful. He did not overwork and...
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christinarenee:
MMmmmmm... fantastic sex...... Mmmmmm..... how ya been other than that?
how ya been other than that?
christinarenee:
MMmmmmm... fantastic sex...... Mmmmmm..... how ya been other than that?
how ya been other than that?AAAAAAAAARRRRRRRRRRRRRRRGGGGGGGGGGGGGGHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
That is all I have to say.
Seriously.
That is it.
That is all I have to say.
Seriously.
That is it.
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devil_bitch:
Well tell him to watch his back sister!!
dexie:
Oh you just perfectly described my day lol
Oh, LA. What can I say of thee.
Your air is like breathing in copious amounts of exhaust from a truck stop full of 18 wheelers. Oh how my sinuses burn.
Your people are like a mass of vain idiocy, with a serious lack of sense of humor thrown in. But no matter if they are living in Hollywood Hills or in a cardboard box...
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Your air is like breathing in copious amounts of exhaust from a truck stop full of 18 wheelers. Oh how my sinuses burn.
Your people are like a mass of vain idiocy, with a serious lack of sense of humor thrown in. But no matter if they are living in Hollywood Hills or in a cardboard box...
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devil_bitch:
Germans. Man. Sounds like you are dealing well enough with LA. I will be waiting for the album with baited breath. The homeless guy used to record with NIN's old keyboardist? Priceless. Only in LA!! I would love to see new pics of your dreads. Take care lovely and try to stay level in the land of delusions.
fetishstix:
cant wait for the album. I have to send you the demo we just finished.
It's off to LA I go in 8 hours.
I am going to miss my house.
Then off to Germany. That is going to rock.
More later.
My thought for the day: How did I end up with so much SHIT to do?!?!
My listening pleasure: Stuff.
Wearing: jeans and a tshirt. woohoo!
What I am avoiding to bring you this update: Listening to my...
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I am going to miss my house.
Then off to Germany. That is going to rock.
More later.
My thought for the day: How did I end up with so much SHIT to do?!?!
My listening pleasure: Stuff.
Wearing: jeans and a tshirt. woohoo!
What I am avoiding to bring you this update: Listening to my...
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engrishmofaka:
How long you going to be in SoCal for?
Dude I am sooooo busy. shee-yat.
I am learning German. No, really. I am.
Scheisse is the greatest word in the whole world.
You can append "scheisse" to anything. "Sheisswetter" is shitty weather. "Scheisskerl" is shithead. "Das ist mir Scheissegal" means I don't give a shit.
"Du hast bei mir verschissen" means "You fucked up and I am through with you." Haha. Scheiss drauf! means...
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I am learning German. No, really. I am.
Scheisse is the greatest word in the whole world.
You can append "scheisse" to anything. "Sheisswetter" is shitty weather. "Scheisskerl" is shithead. "Das ist mir Scheissegal" means I don't give a shit.
"Du hast bei mir verschissen" means "You fucked up and I am through with you." Haha. Scheiss drauf! means...
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jthrak:
Um...you kidding?!!!
Im working at guitar center.
It's good money.
you gotta let me know if your kidding or not.
Im working at guitar center.
It's good money.
you gotta let me know if your kidding or not.
waldo_jeffers:
Rock lyrics also sound good in German (even though I have no idea what they mean)! I think its because German has a more gutteral sound to it. It makes it sond like they are singihg about Satan or death when infact they could just as well be singing about making daisy chains on a lovely Summer's day!!!
I am probably going to LA again in the middle of April. I am looking forward to getting my hair done again. It is starting to look funkdafied. I am thinking red and purple dreads with the black. I like red and purple. I like blue, but pretty sure it would clash with my eyes.
After that, I may be going to Germany. My guy...
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After that, I may be going to Germany. My guy...
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0theamazingrando:
Dude, if you go to Germany bring me back some Scheisse videos!
jthrak:
um...not much what are you up to?
"We got the mother and the kids
We got the guy and his date
We all get mad
We all get laid
Looks like somebody forgot about us
Standin on the corner
Waitin for a bus
Say hey mister driver man
Dont be slow
Cause I got somewhere I got to go
Say hey mister driver man
Drive that thing fast
My precious time keep...
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We got the guy and his date
We all get mad
We all get laid
Looks like somebody forgot about us
Standin on the corner
Waitin for a bus
Say hey mister driver man
Dont be slow
Cause I got somewhere I got to go
Say hey mister driver man
Drive that thing fast
My precious time keep...
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devil_bitch:
What sucks is that he probably feels that if you truly love him you should be content with just leaving things the way they are, without the ring. I know it's important to you as it is to me. I would want someone to stand before family, friends, and the world and say this person belongs to me and I to them. Have you thought about trying a handfasting?
myeviltwin:
well, you know porn is more important than work!
I feel like I am in a big emotional limbo.
*******WHHHHEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE!!!*******
(insert sarcasm here)
*******WHHHHEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE!!!*******
(insert sarcasm here)
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alkatraz:
**hugs**
jthrak:
SHIT! You should've told me earlier!! We're going to see Interpol at the HOB. Fuck! let me know when's the next one.
You know I would never laugh at yer' booty shakin' skillz. hehe.
Wednesday was so fuckin' great. You are being kidnapped from now on to hang out.
<3
me.
You know I would never laugh at yer' booty shakin' skillz. hehe.
Wednesday was so fuckin' great. You are being kidnapped from now on to hang out.
<3
me.
Question: If the person you love has this big massive issue with publicly displaying your relationship, and every once in a while it just gets to you to the point where you feel like you are completely not good enough for that person, do you have a right to feel sad? Should that person be there for you instead of telling you what a bitch...
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audiophyle:
just be yourself- your lover just has to take it or leave it 