Wow...
So lately I have been stuck on Radiohead. Can't say why...I just feel like I can actually relax and think when they pop up on my media player. Beings I'm a new mommy, I don't have much time for anything...Except Counter Strike Source, which, might I add, I have been playing for at least 2 hours a day.
Fuck, I'm going to confess. I love my Daughter, but I think I was too young. I don't know if I will be able to give her everything she needs to survive in a world like this. I'm 21 with a baby. I suppose I could be optimistic and say that at least I have gotten the baby bearing part of my life out of the way (I had my tubes tied), but I still feel like I missed out on a lot. But fuck it, this will be the most rewarding job I have ever had. Maybe I just have a case of the baby blues...I am, afterall, horribly anemic now and not too mention, tired and overweight.
Everything in it's right place..........
So lately I have been stuck on Radiohead. Can't say why...I just feel like I can actually relax and think when they pop up on my media player. Beings I'm a new mommy, I don't have much time for anything...Except Counter Strike Source, which, might I add, I have been playing for at least 2 hours a day.
Fuck, I'm going to confess. I love my Daughter, but I think I was too young. I don't know if I will be able to give her everything she needs to survive in a world like this. I'm 21 with a baby. I suppose I could be optimistic and say that at least I have gotten the baby bearing part of my life out of the way (I had my tubes tied), but I still feel like I missed out on a lot. But fuck it, this will be the most rewarding job I have ever had. Maybe I just have a case of the baby blues...I am, afterall, horribly anemic now and not too mention, tired and overweight.
Everything in it's right place..........
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and yes, it's true, you are very young and you have been brave... you only have to go on like this!
you will grow up with your baby, it will be wornderful (and tiring, of course)
in these days my daughter is suffering a lot because of teeth pain and I have no rest... but I go on. I have no idea where do come out this energy, but I can.
mothers have super-powers. you only have to discover yours.
Why? Because I don't have great internet capabilities but I still want to say thank you.
Because: You are appreciated and I am humbled by the nice comment you left on my new set "Gone with the Wind".
Thank you.
xoxoxoxo