contagion

I believe that when something hits me that truly means something I begin to cry. I'm not afraid to admit that. When I take a second and realize where I've been and what I've done the joy tends to overflow and my eyes cant hold it in. My throat gets horse and my eyes get red. I've been to some great heights and some terrible lows but feel that I'm still a strong person. I've got some great friends and a great family that I love to see. I guess thats why I'm so happy to leave for home tomorrow, to see them. I remember the day that I left home and how sad it was to say good bye to my mom and a very special friend that came with me. So when I know I get the chance to see them again I get overjoyed because I know that I wont have to think about pain,lonliness, or sadness. I'm going home and thats the best music to my ears right now.
LHP here I come.!!!!

Till next time,
"You wont bother me, if you let me bother you..."