God I'm feeling good today. This is the feeling I can usually define as nigh-on-manic happiness, so I hope I'm not feeling all down and mungy later on in the week/day. This week has been particularly laid back, as I continue to enjoy my time off, even if it doesn't really amount to doing a whole lot. Sleeping in, reading (The Crying of Lot 49, The Last of the Mohicans, The Unbearable Lightness of Being, A Scanner Darkly), watching movies (Le Samourai, Match Point, Broken Flowers, Paradise Now), and finally getting out of my house and away from my boring introverted self, getting drunk, being flirtatious, and hanging out with old friends and people I don't hang out with nearly enough.
I'm not in any post-surgical pain anymore, but I've still got a few Oxycodone left, and have been gradually paring them away day by day, and that really adds to the unnatural smiles repeatedly creeping their away across my face. I'm sorry, I'm not even feeling like diarying anymore (diarrhea!)...I just needed to write while I'm this "high on life" so I can member it when I need to.
I was looking for a picture of "happiness pie," but couldn't find it, so here's cancer boy.
I'm not in any post-surgical pain anymore, but I've still got a few Oxycodone left, and have been gradually paring them away day by day, and that really adds to the unnatural smiles repeatedly creeping their away across my face. I'm sorry, I'm not even feeling like diarying anymore (diarrhea!)...I just needed to write while I'm this "high on life" so I can member it when I need to.
I was looking for a picture of "happiness pie," but couldn't find it, so here's cancer boy.
quirky:
Where the hell are you? You are awesome, my friend.