Wow. Not a whole whole lot has happened in the last month +. Surgery in five days, last day of work today, and insomnia has set in already. I don't even feel that anxious...I guess I am and I just don't know it. It's weird, the only time I remember not being able to sleep last time I went through this (6 1/2 months ago) was the night before. I stayed up transferring all my cds onto my bday nano.
Lately all my friends have just seemed distant. I barely hang out with any of them anymore, and I'm a curmudgeon to everyone I'm meeting. Sometimes I feel bad that I'm such a loner, but then I realize that I always keep it this way, that I feel overwhelmed when I'm around lots of other people that know me...like they all talk behind my back or something. I just am reluctantly enjoying this little bit of solitude lately.
Lately all my friends have just seemed distant. I barely hang out with any of them anymore, and I'm a curmudgeon to everyone I'm meeting. Sometimes I feel bad that I'm such a loner, but then I realize that I always keep it this way, that I feel overwhelmed when I'm around lots of other people that know me...like they all talk behind my back or something. I just am reluctantly enjoying this little bit of solitude lately.