Good morning... for some reason I'm up three hours early today. I blame my allergies. I'm just glad I went to bed earlier than usual - me and the lil lady made a deal that we'll both go to bed earlier / together. I usually stay up until 2, she stays up until 3. Staying up that late for me isn't good cause I always wake up at the same time anyway (except for days like today, lol).
I have a confession to make - I've been angry lately. IDK what it is, but it just seems like damn near everything sets me off. It's wierd, because I acknowledge that I've had a short temper, but I can't seem to help it. I never get mad at Jo (fiance), never have a reason to, and she always calms me down.
Maybe we just need to get out on our own, that's been at the forefront of both of our minds. And by on our own I mean away from her parents. A little over two years ago Jo wanted to go back to school for her master's... her parents said if she went back to Rutgers we could leave our apartment in Philly and move in free of charge while she was in school - great! Then two months later I get laid off; they convinced me to go back to school and now I'm a year from my BS in engineering. Well she just got her degree and her parents said we can stay until I get mine, but I don't really know if I can wait that long. Don't get me wrong, I love her parents and am eternally grateful for all they've done... but I'm 31!!! I want the house and kids already!!!
Meh, guess I just gotta stick it out... don't look a gift horse in the mouth and all that jazz, huh?
I have a confession to make - I've been angry lately. IDK what it is, but it just seems like damn near everything sets me off. It's wierd, because I acknowledge that I've had a short temper, but I can't seem to help it. I never get mad at Jo (fiance), never have a reason to, and she always calms me down.
Maybe we just need to get out on our own, that's been at the forefront of both of our minds. And by on our own I mean away from her parents. A little over two years ago Jo wanted to go back to school for her master's... her parents said if she went back to Rutgers we could leave our apartment in Philly and move in free of charge while she was in school - great! Then two months later I get laid off; they convinced me to go back to school and now I'm a year from my BS in engineering. Well she just got her degree and her parents said we can stay until I get mine, but I don't really know if I can wait that long. Don't get me wrong, I love her parents and am eternally grateful for all they've done... but I'm 31!!! I want the house and kids already!!!
Meh, guess I just gotta stick it out... don't look a gift horse in the mouth and all that jazz, huh?
and thank you for the sweet coments on my set. <333