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apathy_activist:
that's the sound of air leaving your lungs without making a sound.

you're were thinking of saying something, but the words died.

the thought is still there, dangling on the edge of that place where your brain meets your tongue. it's annoying, no? like a stringy peice of something, bigger than it actually ever was, hanging there.
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i think.. we fear the lost connection.

i don't want pain to come to them. so i hold on. to them. for them.
if pain was to occur. what could i do, anyway?
it would be over, momentarily(or not). and i would then join them.

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so many conditions.. censors.. even the "free thinkers" with the "new age" attitude about spirituality/society/sexuality/etc.
"i'm not attached. i'm not afraid."
and yet we filter everything. even behind a box.
"no fear... no distractions..."
bullshit.
ha. i laugh. ha. ha. ha.
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littlegirllost:
I'm not afraid. I'm not. I would stick my entire head into an aquarium filled with pirranhas, that's how not afraid I am.
apathy_activist:
wow. i thought everyone was afraid. especially the free thinkers and the no boundryists.

and the people who go on tv and almost get themselves killed for only the measliest of prizes are the most afraid of them all.
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suffers. loudly.
apathy_activist:
the ramones are covered a lot, too. you're right. and with the passing of Joey, i'll bet we see a lot more.

what got me thinking about the Misfits was this video I saw on the Wedge, MuchMusic's alternative late-night show.

It was this Trancy number by Golden Boy & Miss Kittin called Rippin Kittin. And it was basically a cover of "Mommy, Can I Go Out & Kill Tonight" Well, a cover in that they use the words to the song and do it over top of completly different music.

It actually wasn't too bad.. But I don't know squat about Electronic music or any of it's subgenres. Maybe someone who knows will tell me it's shit.
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drained.
rogziel:
.bereft
apathy_activist:
i know how you feel.

you asked me about my radio show. i play aggressive music of all genres -- except i guess the crappy ones.

punk, hardcore, metal, rock'n'roll revival - everything in between.
i sometimes sprinkle in the more atmospheric or moody music. but i think if you don't like heavy or loud rock, you wont like my show.

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dots. and such.
elise:
i like dots actually. hi there, i'm elise. i'm a suicidegirl and i think you are stunning, if that is you in the picture. plus what you said on xMACHINAx's journal sounds kind of like my favorite song in the whole world. plus it was just beautiful.
life IS all around you.

and i say,
all is full of love.
mechanic:
and then I changed my mind... I do that a lot....
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venomous voice, tempts me,
drains me, bleeds me,
leaves me cracked and empty.
drags me down like some sweet gravity.

and as the walls come down
as I look in your eyes
my fear begins to fade
recalling all of the times
i have died
and will die.
it's all right.
i don't mind.

i am too connected to you to
slip away, to fade...
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