Hmm.. I haven't written here in awhile so; where do I begin? Well let's start with the most important thing. I am finally leaving the military. That in itself is an immense wieght off of my shoulders. I compare it to someone giving you a gallon of milk and instructing you that you can only drink a swallow a day. At first, its no big deal its tastes good and its healthly, but then it starts to turn sour, and becomes unhealthy but, you still have to drink from your carton until you're done. And then this is the really insane part, you're finally done drinking and you don't know what to do. Well, the problem is that I just don't know where I want to move to, because I haven't found the place where I belong. There are plenty of places that I could work, but I'm so feed up with people telling me "what's good for me." and know that its slowly killing my soul. I'm tired of people trying to sell me propaganda that they don't even believe and being angry because I refuse to. I think what really has me shook is that to think that I wasted nearly the last decade of my life. In 30days I'll be free. I plan of using the next couple of months to recharge. to pick back up on my music and my writing. Hopefully, then I can remember what it means to be happy again.
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