conoconuts

men men men what can i say they say women are confusing but fuck that men are more confusing than a bad math problem he is my problem now that i have a man who seem like he wants to make this thing with us work it is just he has issues at times that make sme want to pull away. then there is the guy who i had alot of feeling 4 that hurt me is not telling me he miss me and i have been seening him change in to something thats not him and so i didnt even what to talk to him then out of the blue he calls and says he missed me and do i mind coming over and talk so i when over and we talked and chilled and the he wanted to try and take it to another level and see that where in the past i would have caved in but i just rolled over and went to sleep and when i woke up all i could say was what the fuck!!! all i wanted to say was when you had it you acted like you didnt want it so dont try now. am trying to figure out is it me or them and you know what is is not me cause i will always be the same before i was like oh its because am dark or am not pretty but yu know what if i dont love me who will