well its been a long time since i wrote in my journal. so let me get started. today was my first day off in 10 days am so beat right now.my life is at a stand still right now am surrounded by alot of people am not sure who to trust anymore.and its sad to feel that way but i cant help it , i think i just need some alone time and i will feel better. last nite i guy i use to like alot came up to the bar and we started talking about why i dont really dont talk to him alone and i had to stop myself because it wasnt worth tell him why cause he doesnt care. he is that type of person that would know what their doing know the going to hurt your feelings and still does it and then say i didnt do anything. that is my life story with men and i give up i feel i have a lost soul that wont be found .well am done talking for now am getting depessed
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Sorry to hear its not going so well. Sounds like both you and puresauciness could use a change of scenery. Not all men are jerks, but there are certainly more than enough idiots out there.
Love and luck.
I agree totally!
I'm a truly strange person but not a jerk. I don't even like being effed with like that,so I don't do it to others especially women!