So things are marginally better with me.
I got myself a job at a little dirty spoon of a diner owned by the former chef of the restaurant I worked at for 7 years. It's monotonous, simple, and not nearly as fast paced as what I'm used to, but it's a job. Cash in hand daily is what I sorely needed, so I'm trying my hardest to at least be grateful I am employed. Whether or not I've started contributing to the household bills soon enough to save us from losing our home remains to be seen, but I'm fairly certain we'll manage.
Breaking free from the past and that needling little pest known as regret is still a challenge, but I'm getting there, too. I need to get to a point where I feel I am somehow bettering myself rather than backtracking in order to completely be satisfied. But, as always, baby steps...
My body has been feeling a bit abused due to lack of physical activity for entirely too long. Waitressing is nothing if not stressful on the mind and body. Gotta get used to that shit again. Once I do I plan on reinstating some sort of diet and exercise regimen. I've gotten a bit tubby and I'm pretty sure my blood pressure is still sky high. I'm thinking my health needs to be focused on a tad, as well as giving myself a wee confidence boost.
Nothing else really going on with me. I'm still being a bit of a hermit, and fight teh lonely off with a hearty dose of televised escapism. I'm currently having a love affair with both Arrested Develpoment (SO many lulz, oh so many) and Heroes. Thank you Surf the Channel, for being my salvation.
Good lord do I need to get me either a hobby or a social life again. My updates are a fricken snore fest anymore.
Smooches.
I got myself a job at a little dirty spoon of a diner owned by the former chef of the restaurant I worked at for 7 years. It's monotonous, simple, and not nearly as fast paced as what I'm used to, but it's a job. Cash in hand daily is what I sorely needed, so I'm trying my hardest to at least be grateful I am employed. Whether or not I've started contributing to the household bills soon enough to save us from losing our home remains to be seen, but I'm fairly certain we'll manage.
Breaking free from the past and that needling little pest known as regret is still a challenge, but I'm getting there, too. I need to get to a point where I feel I am somehow bettering myself rather than backtracking in order to completely be satisfied. But, as always, baby steps...
My body has been feeling a bit abused due to lack of physical activity for entirely too long. Waitressing is nothing if not stressful on the mind and body. Gotta get used to that shit again. Once I do I plan on reinstating some sort of diet and exercise regimen. I've gotten a bit tubby and I'm pretty sure my blood pressure is still sky high. I'm thinking my health needs to be focused on a tad, as well as giving myself a wee confidence boost.
Nothing else really going on with me. I'm still being a bit of a hermit, and fight teh lonely off with a hearty dose of televised escapism. I'm currently having a love affair with both Arrested Develpoment (SO many lulz, oh so many) and Heroes. Thank you Surf the Channel, for being my salvation.
Good lord do I need to get me either a hobby or a social life again. My updates are a fricken snore fest anymore.
Smooches.
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