Yeah, so I've had a few drinks, so sue me. Alcohol always seems to help remind me that the other side of the bed is empty again. Guess I'll be cuddling up with the old power tool, tonight. Boo.
He sent me one of his t-shirts, today. I asked him to wear it around a little before he put it in the mail. It smells like heaven and I'm so afraid it will wear off. He also sent me some little people porn. That's my Baby, always going above and beyond.
But seriously, though, I miss physical contact. I miss sex. I went nine months without the last time he went home. No fun, my babe, no fun.
I REALLY thought I could somehow make a cozy little arrangement with someone who is very special to me, just something to whet the appetite, something that no one necessarily needs to know about but doesn't need to be a deep dark secret, either. Something mutually beneficial. But yeah, no.
Fuck, now I'm whining. And I seem to have a case of telling TMI this fine night (hey, it's still dark out and I'm still drunk. It's not tomorrow, yet.)
Pay no attention to me, I talk out of my ass, sometimes.
Oh, well. Time for dirty movies. 
Smooooch 
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I was in a 6 month relationship with my (now) best friend. We just clicked and everything made sense with her... than she pulled the whole "I have a big crush on a guy, do you think we should make the relationship alittle less serious" bullshit... I cried. I loved her.
I still love her... just not in that way anymore.
I'm telling you, it's one thing when a guy breaks your heart.... it's in a DIFFERENT level when a girl breaks up with you... it hurts more.
I think you're better off, she sounds like the type that would fuck with your head way too bad.