Wednesday Mar 21, 2007

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I'm in SUCH a good mood today. Everything seems to be working in my favor, and I LIKE IT!! I'm attracting happiness into my life. smile

So Greek boy and I had a nice chat yesterday. We got ALOT of shit off our chests and actually went about it the right way (for once). Normally conversations such as the one we had end in a screaming match. Not this time:

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We both agreed that I need to do some seroius soul searching. I need to take time off from us and just do me. It's been 7 years of roller coaster, time to get off the ride.
It's decided that he will return home to Greece in the beginning of July. This will not only cure his homesickness, but also give him the opportunity to get a good job in his field (or at least a better job then he could get here).
Meanwhile I'll be preparing to go to school (woo hoo!!) and spending some time rearranging my head. I've been having some odd thoughts about my sexuality, and I think it's time to explore these feelings. Not saying I'm gay, but I've been gravitating towards females alot more the last year or so, and since I have very little experience in relationships with other women, I'm thinking I need to give it a shot.
Our final decision on "us" is that we need to test ourselves while we're apart. If we decide to get back together later on down the road, that door is always open. If not, we will ALWAYS be a part of each other's lives. He's the best friend I've ever had, I'll never be able to not have him in my life. He wants me to come to Greece summer '08 to finally see his country. He keeps joking that he wants to take me to the island of Lesbos.

So we're both on the same page at this point, which is a beautiful thing. I can't even begin to tell you what a relief this is. Until July, we're keeping that boyfriend/girlfriend title, just to keep things from being weird and just because we don't KNOW how to behave otherwise. It would be pretty odd for the two of us to be living together and sleeping in the same bed as "just friends for now".



I picked the ciggies back up (for now) but I've SEVERELY cut down (from two packs a day to NO MORE than five cigs a day). I was overdoing the whole "cleansing of mind and body thing", like I said before, baby steps works best for me. Otherwise I'll be a psycho. I have, however, noticed what a god awful taste cigarrettes leave in your mouth, specially in the AM. Fucking YUCK!! puke

The job is moving along. Tomorrow is my very last day of training, it's what they call a "certify" shift. I'll basically be running my trainer's station with zero assistance. Friday, my entire training class will be taking our exams. I'm pretty confident I've got everything down, but I need to cram just to cover my ass.
Greek boy and I actually went in there for dinner last night, just so he could check out the place (he'd never even stepped foot in the place). The food is fucking AMAZING, and it was nice just being able to relax while I was there and take everything in. Dinner tonight: yummy leftovers and peanut butter cup fudge ripple cheesecake (slurp).

We also went to see 300 yesterday. AMAZING, absolutely amazing flick. Def something you wanna see while it's in theaters, it'll enhance the experience. Go see it.

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BTW, girls, sexy nearly nakey washboard stomached mens throughout. Teh damp panties afterwards let me know I'm not as ghey as I thought. The view alone makes this movie worthwhile.



Only negative experience as of late: some ass clowns snapped my driver's side windshield wiper off my new ride during that ice/snow storm last weekend. I'd stood the wipers up so they didn't get ice glued to my windshield, came out the next morning and only one was still standing. Cock knockers!! There goes my first hundred dollas once I start making tips. What goes around comes around, they'll get theirs. Fuckers!!

In other news: Absolut Pears + 7up = mouthgasm. Good stuff.

So what's new and exciting in YOUR world, my loves? Send me more happy taughts, I'm liking this smiling thing.

Smoochies kiss kiss kiss

VIEW 18 of 18 COMMENTS
jackieomonroe:
I'm really glad for you, it seems like you are really getting everthing in your life together... Now if you could only pass that my way, haha. I'm a mess.

We went to Woodys! It was great!
aki1:
naah ur friggin cute
id kiss ya if u where here for that fucking testemonial smile biggrin wink
LOL who knows maybe youd like female euro kisses LOL im just teasing
seriously babe keep on rocking the world cause you deserve the best biggrin kiss

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