conjure

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Now that you have your wants out there, here is mine: first and foremost, I want to comfort you.
I'm not sure how to do this, yet know that I want to.

There are times when all I ever want to do is cry. I have been unhappy for as long as I can remember. I have also wanted to kill myself for the same amount of time. Credit why I haven't succeeded to the fact that I am perhaps one of the most unmotivated people on the face of the earth. I dropped out of school long ago and the depression has not subsided although every now and then it is given momentary distraction.
radiohead has saved me on more than a few occasions.
I too have no plans and no idea of a career and as a result have very few friends. The series of disappointments and ill-conceived choices that is my life was granted me for a purpose I have yet to realise. I don't pretend to have a solution as I myself have none. You will fill me in on news of your health won't you?

Apologies for the incoherence