Love ... the time-soaked, age-old thrill-ride that continues to take us poor ol' humans around in circles until we relax into our graves. If there's one thing I'm cynical about in life, it's love. I hate it so much, but I love it even more. How confusing? To be out of love, as I am at the moment, as a first, has been the most wonderful change. I can't wait to stay out of love. I'm here, but I know it's not permanent. I fear against it; I fear love. It's so volatile.
/reproduced from my comment on punchdrunkblake's blog.
More of a life update, this time...
I've found a few photographers around town to shoot me over the next few months. A few personal friends and at least two co-workers who've agreed to don the lens whilst I strip down to my bare body (oh, the perks of working in publishing.) I had so many ideas, a little while back, and now so very few. Where have they all gone? So annoying, that. Hopefully they'll come back to me.
I'm almost finished with this semester, my second last. It's hard to believe, really. I had so much to go, and now it's all going so fast. We're almost half way through 2008 - where the hell are my 20s going? I need to do more, experience more, cram more life into the few short hours that I have left. I've ... taken that a little too seriously, lately, actually. I've been doing something a little bit stupid which, as usual, I'm going to share with the internet.
I'm doing a little experiment this week ... using uppers to stay awake, so as to have more time for 'life.' With coffee, nothing more, I'm staying up until 2am, and then getting up again at 7am, doing uni work, as well as paid work. I'm interested to see how far I can push myself. I felt the pull of deprivation today, actually, already, much sooner than I'd expected: it's been less than a week. I'll keep going, though, and adjust my schedule eventually. Surely I don't need *all* that sleep ... who sleeps? It's such a waste. A wonderful .. warm .. soft .. *yawn* ... waste ... God ... I'm so god damn tired.
To other matters, I'm looking forward to seeing a few people in the not too distant future. One that's coming back from holidays, and another that I'm going on holidays to see. I'm really looking forward to the coming months. My focused, restricted socialising plans have been set in motion.
Anyway, so I'm progressively moving forward. Which is excellent news, at any rate.
Flashback
These people, I miss, right now.
SickOrSane, and Tez
Dah and Rook
Samwise, and S_Eldorado
The old days, generallly..
I hope this happens again soon .. I'm looking at you, S_Eldorado - we're all getting antsy
As a final note, I just thought of a party idea, and I so wish I had a house to have a party in.
Name tag party - you all wear a name that's not yours, and everyone calls you it all night.
It's a small theme, perfect when a large dress isn't appropriate.
/reproduced from my comment on punchdrunkblake's blog.
More of a life update, this time...
I've found a few photographers around town to shoot me over the next few months. A few personal friends and at least two co-workers who've agreed to don the lens whilst I strip down to my bare body (oh, the perks of working in publishing.) I had so many ideas, a little while back, and now so very few. Where have they all gone? So annoying, that. Hopefully they'll come back to me.
I'm almost finished with this semester, my second last. It's hard to believe, really. I had so much to go, and now it's all going so fast. We're almost half way through 2008 - where the hell are my 20s going? I need to do more, experience more, cram more life into the few short hours that I have left. I've ... taken that a little too seriously, lately, actually. I've been doing something a little bit stupid which, as usual, I'm going to share with the internet.
I'm doing a little experiment this week ... using uppers to stay awake, so as to have more time for 'life.' With coffee, nothing more, I'm staying up until 2am, and then getting up again at 7am, doing uni work, as well as paid work. I'm interested to see how far I can push myself. I felt the pull of deprivation today, actually, already, much sooner than I'd expected: it's been less than a week. I'll keep going, though, and adjust my schedule eventually. Surely I don't need *all* that sleep ... who sleeps? It's such a waste. A wonderful .. warm .. soft .. *yawn* ... waste ... God ... I'm so god damn tired.
To other matters, I'm looking forward to seeing a few people in the not too distant future. One that's coming back from holidays, and another that I'm going on holidays to see. I'm really looking forward to the coming months. My focused, restricted socialising plans have been set in motion.
Anyway, so I'm progressively moving forward. Which is excellent news, at any rate.
Flashback
These people, I miss, right now.
SickOrSane, and Tez
Dah and Rook
Samwise, and S_Eldorado
The old days, generallly..
I hope this happens again soon .. I'm looking at you, S_Eldorado - we're all getting antsy
As a final note, I just thought of a party idea, and I so wish I had a house to have a party in.
Name tag party - you all wear a name that's not yours, and everyone calls you it all night.
It's a small theme, perfect when a large dress isn't appropriate.
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Did you happen to get the name of the person who shot that wonderful stuff you sent me?