nine miles to happiness
I know because I've been there before.
nine miles to happiness,
I've got something to live for.
"Wine stained lips" by Catch22
its odd how this song reflects my mood right now. marie-pier is about nine miles away from me right now.
its not far but its still nine miles between us.
i'm happy to know that at least one part of my life right now is positively moving forward. school right now is not worth it. boring. i feel like I'm wasting away. wasted creativity. wasted papers. I'm just shaking my blank papers with frustration. i sketch in class because i have nothing to take in note. nothing to draw. nothing to conceptualize. i'm still waiting after my teachers for essential documents needed for university application. my teachers rant for whole classes about deadlines and how they are the most single important thing for designers. ironically they can't even fallow those i set to them.
so i picked up marie-pier after a 9 hour shift on friday. got to her place. i'm finally relieved to see her blue eyes when she opens the door to me. i took her for a coffee at the local tim hortons - which is infested with wigger wanksters - and then proceeded to my place. my dad was asleep - understandable considering the crazy hours he's been having lately at his job - and my mom was still at work on her late night shift at the old folk's home. we started watching edward scissorhands, one of our (marie-pier and i) all time favourites. it was great. just sitting there with her. admiring every scene together. remarking details i've never seen until she pointed them out. even after the movie we just held each other. gently stroking her arm, and hands, and any exposed skin i could find. we talked throughout all of it.
i brought her home around 2:30am. i got to sleep around 3:00am. i had to get up three hours later for work. but i didn't care... don't get me wrong. my eleven hour shift today was hell. incredibly tired, incredibly long, incredibly bored, incredibly mind numbing b-o-r-i-n-g !!!
i'd do it all over again if i could
I know because I've been there before.
nine miles to happiness,
I've got something to live for.
"Wine stained lips" by Catch22
its odd how this song reflects my mood right now. marie-pier is about nine miles away from me right now.
its not far but its still nine miles between us.
i'm happy to know that at least one part of my life right now is positively moving forward. school right now is not worth it. boring. i feel like I'm wasting away. wasted creativity. wasted papers. I'm just shaking my blank papers with frustration. i sketch in class because i have nothing to take in note. nothing to draw. nothing to conceptualize. i'm still waiting after my teachers for essential documents needed for university application. my teachers rant for whole classes about deadlines and how they are the most single important thing for designers. ironically they can't even fallow those i set to them.
so i picked up marie-pier after a 9 hour shift on friday. got to her place. i'm finally relieved to see her blue eyes when she opens the door to me. i took her for a coffee at the local tim hortons - which is infested with wigger wanksters - and then proceeded to my place. my dad was asleep - understandable considering the crazy hours he's been having lately at his job - and my mom was still at work on her late night shift at the old folk's home. we started watching edward scissorhands, one of our (marie-pier and i) all time favourites. it was great. just sitting there with her. admiring every scene together. remarking details i've never seen until she pointed them out. even after the movie we just held each other. gently stroking her arm, and hands, and any exposed skin i could find. we talked throughout all of it.
i brought her home around 2:30am. i got to sleep around 3:00am. i had to get up three hours later for work. but i didn't care... don't get me wrong. my eleven hour shift today was hell. incredibly tired, incredibly long, incredibly bored, incredibly mind numbing b-o-r-i-n-g !!!
i'd do it all over again if i could
Thank you for making me smile.