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I'm listening to Leftover Crack. I haven't even wanted to listen to them in over a year. I had a kind of weird night. I basically was bored. But I saw an old friend whom I kind of miss. It's not a big deal, it's not like he's hurting for friends, but he seemed happy to see me again. Who knows, I don't really like being friends with people who already have a hundred million friends. It makes me feel worthless, even if that person treats me like a real friend. Cause I know he treats everyone that way. Whatever.

I miss my boyfriend a lot... He works again tomorrow but Monday I HAVE to see him. Sometimes it's not hard for me to take a couple days to myself, but sometimes it's like hell. That's right now. I just want to be with him all the time, he makes me feel whole. Maybe that's not healthy but it's true. Anyways I love him and I miss him...... boohoo.