Well my last update was pure Bitch. Sorry about that...
Today I am feeling better, kind of. Like I always do once every few months, I've been sitting here for hours calculating how much my job at Safeway will make (and how I will be working 4 days a week for the same amount I made at my old job doing 3 days a week) and how soon I will be able to afford to move out. Technically I could afford it as soon as I get my job, BUT, I also need to be saving money for the two years while I'll be in Nursing school and unable to work (unless I can find some job a couple times a week for like 3 or 4 hours a day just for a little extra income).
Anyways, I figure I'll stay home for one more year (God help me) and then I'll be free. I'll have over a year's rent saved in the bank, even if I spent my money almost twice as fast as I did this year, and that will be hard to do. I'm not planning on it by the way. So when I move out, I'll be working that year for next year's rent (sort of) except I'll also be able to vacation and nonsense like that. It'll be cool. I'll be living as "trailer trash" but I don't care. Half the people on my mom's side of the family live or have died in trailers, including her. I'm not at all embarassed about it. I'd rather have my own seperate dwelling for cheaper rent than live in an apartment all close to everyone and sharing walls with strange neighbors. Too weird.
Okay so that's the plan, Stan. Don't you try and stop me! Oh yeah, did I mention I'm still really sick? When I'm sick I usually drag on about moving out and stuff. Must be a concentration thing. In other news, if my health permits it, I'll be going to Raleigh Hills Safeway tomorrow and getting myself a godam job! If not, I'll do it on Tuesday before I go see Gabe... I miss him. He works such weird hours... I wish he'd work during the week like people. It would make things so much easier. Oh well, c'est la vie... Alright I'm gonna go bug somebody else now. Slainc!
Today I am feeling better, kind of. Like I always do once every few months, I've been sitting here for hours calculating how much my job at Safeway will make (and how I will be working 4 days a week for the same amount I made at my old job doing 3 days a week) and how soon I will be able to afford to move out. Technically I could afford it as soon as I get my job, BUT, I also need to be saving money for the two years while I'll be in Nursing school and unable to work (unless I can find some job a couple times a week for like 3 or 4 hours a day just for a little extra income).
Anyways, I figure I'll stay home for one more year (God help me) and then I'll be free. I'll have over a year's rent saved in the bank, even if I spent my money almost twice as fast as I did this year, and that will be hard to do. I'm not planning on it by the way. So when I move out, I'll be working that year for next year's rent (sort of) except I'll also be able to vacation and nonsense like that. It'll be cool. I'll be living as "trailer trash" but I don't care. Half the people on my mom's side of the family live or have died in trailers, including her. I'm not at all embarassed about it. I'd rather have my own seperate dwelling for cheaper rent than live in an apartment all close to everyone and sharing walls with strange neighbors. Too weird.
Okay so that's the plan, Stan. Don't you try and stop me! Oh yeah, did I mention I'm still really sick? When I'm sick I usually drag on about moving out and stuff. Must be a concentration thing. In other news, if my health permits it, I'll be going to Raleigh Hills Safeway tomorrow and getting myself a godam job! If not, I'll do it on Tuesday before I go see Gabe... I miss him. He works such weird hours... I wish he'd work during the week like people. It would make things so much easier. Oh well, c'est la vie... Alright I'm gonna go bug somebody else now. Slainc!