i'm tired of fighting for a lost cause. he's given up on life completely (except for the off chance that he can get into training for smoke jumping). i don't know what to do for someone who doesn't want your help. he says i make him happy. that when he's with me he doesn't worry and he feels relaxed and somewhat enjoys life. wouldn't it seem that he would want to make me happy too if i make him happy? wouldn't it seem like he wouldn't be afraid to tell me he loves me unless he's drunk. wouldn't it seem, a lot of things...
there is a saying tho. a powerful saying. "if you keep doing what you do, you keep getting what you get."
and so it goes until the day that i die. i'll take care of him. i'll worry about his happiness before my own. i'll slowly deteorate into a hateful, bitter person who hates life as well.
it breaks my heart wide open, but i know i'll be stronger next time.
there is a saying tho. a powerful saying. "if you keep doing what you do, you keep getting what you get."
and so it goes until the day that i die. i'll take care of him. i'll worry about his happiness before my own. i'll slowly deteorate into a hateful, bitter person who hates life as well.
it breaks my heart wide open, but i know i'll be stronger next time.
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You are a strong woman, I don't really know your situation with this man, but I think you can find someone else, that treats themselves and you alot better. You DESERVE better!
Tane