(for those of you responding to a post I left you, look to the post preceding this one).
Don't read this if you can't stomach hate.
I hate my life!
Parents part II
I hate my dad! I hate my DAD, I HATE my DAD! I wanna pull out his lower intestines through his nostrils and feed them to whatever animal would eat them.
He's been a controling fucker all my life, and he still is! For those that know, I've been expecting something to show up, it did this morning. As soon as my dad found out he says to me "give it all to me. when I'm done with it, if there's anything left you can have it."
I've been talking to my mom about this for over a month, she was dragging her heels in getting it done, but all the while she was saying "we'll split it up between you and your brother and us, in a 3 way split." Apparently, she and my dad don't talk to each other very well, because what her intentions were and what's actually gonna happen are 2 different things. And I hate my dad because of it! He's been controlling my life in one way or another ever since I can remember.
If I could take back everything bad I've ever said about my mom, to make my dad drop dead today, I would (and I can't stand my mom - But I hate my dad)! I hate him, I hate him, I hate hime!
If the pure emotion of hate could kill all by its lonesome, he'd have fallen over dead today, rotted away into dust and there'd be nothing left of him.
Everything I've planned for the last 3 months has now been shot to Hell. I can only hope that my mom intercedes before I do something to my dad that my dad will regret (I won't regret it, except that it may hurt my mom - hey just cause I can't stand her doesn't mean I hate her too!).
I hate my life!
Hope everyone else is doing ok!
Don't read this if you can't stomach hate.
I hate my life!
Parents part II
I hate my dad! I hate my DAD, I HATE my DAD! I wanna pull out his lower intestines through his nostrils and feed them to whatever animal would eat them.
He's been a controling fucker all my life, and he still is! For those that know, I've been expecting something to show up, it did this morning. As soon as my dad found out he says to me "give it all to me. when I'm done with it, if there's anything left you can have it."
I've been talking to my mom about this for over a month, she was dragging her heels in getting it done, but all the while she was saying "we'll split it up between you and your brother and us, in a 3 way split." Apparently, she and my dad don't talk to each other very well, because what her intentions were and what's actually gonna happen are 2 different things. And I hate my dad because of it! He's been controlling my life in one way or another ever since I can remember.
If I could take back everything bad I've ever said about my mom, to make my dad drop dead today, I would (and I can't stand my mom - But I hate my dad)! I hate him, I hate him, I hate hime!
If the pure emotion of hate could kill all by its lonesome, he'd have fallen over dead today, rotted away into dust and there'd be nothing left of him.
Everything I've planned for the last 3 months has now been shot to Hell. I can only hope that my mom intercedes before I do something to my dad that my dad will regret (I won't regret it, except that it may hurt my mom - hey just cause I can't stand her doesn't mean I hate her too!).
I hate my life!
Hope everyone else is doing ok!
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the best thing about lake superior?
at its deepest point it is so deep and cold that its exceptionally hard to ever find anything thats been dropped in there like cars and shipwrecks and meddling fathers..
best of luck
lefty
I lucked out with my parents, but a few of my friends have rather "tenuous" relationships with theirs'. I've seen how that can drive a person to some pretty scary places.
Wish I had some advice or words of wisdom, but Well, for what its worth, I find that a rousing game of paintball can work wonders.
Take care.