So long

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After months of struggling with demons, eating disordered thinking, a lot of self loathing that is self perpetuating my struggles and illness with ever increasing lows. I've tried to get through it but it's gotten worse so I've decided to step out of the circle here. I've been fortunate to have had all of your support and our own connections. I am so grateful. Love...
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cyberhomer:
Take care of yourself you will be missed
visionsofed:
I will miss you Alice. Please take good care of yourself

Reasons 2 Live

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Your Life Counts - Reasons 2 Live campaign was launched February 14th. I've always been very open about my journey to wellness. For well over a decade my diagnosis has been evolving with each episode and currently rests as Bipolar Disorder Type 1, or Schizoaffective Bipolar Type depending on the hospital. Treatment is the same. I also have generalized anxiety, EDNOS (eating disorder not otherwise
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sertraline:
I am sending you a HUGE hug and lots of positive vibes!!! Thank you for posting this!

Never love a wild thing

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I'm falling more and more in love with fighting. The more I train, the less I want to do with the rest of the world that doesn't understand fighting. Its like a huge part of me has been freed, my wildness acknowledged and embraced rather than caged. The current relationship I am in pales to it and I find myself looking more forward to pushing
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visionsofed:
And what a marvelous wild thing you are

Mind Dump

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I have been in a pretty shitty way lately, emotionally, physically. Everything.

I started drinking again which was a terrible idea and i'm attributing my horrible pain to it with the combination of my everyday prescription. Today i decided to quit drinking all together and hope that helps. Secondary to that I am attributing it to my allergies. I have terrible seasonal mold allergies that...
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hitherfetcher:
I don't think I can say anything really helpful from where I am emotionally, but I will offer my sincere wishes that things go better for you soon . . .
jeckelbrother7:
:-( Sorry to hear about the tough time you are going through, it is hard to not want to resort to alcohol or smoking but don't give in. (I know it's easier said than done)  I have year round allergies, constantly always stuffed up, certain things will get me sneezing like crazy. And yes with a cold and/or flu it screws with me really bad.  Still green grass here for me right now but I saw that everywhere close to me started  getting hit with snow so I'm guessing if not tonight then within the next couple days?    Not sure if you drive or not but I find just getting out of town for the day or weekend to do some shopping, movies, or sight seeing to get your mind off things instead of being stuck in town all the time works for me.  But things will look up, just get outta town whenever you can n get your mind off things :-)  
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