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Saturday Nov 10, 2012

Nov 10, 2012
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New Horizons



I don't believe in fate. I don't believe in a helpless existence. I believe that when you want something, you take it. Sometimes its hard work, sometimes its easy, but there's always an effort involved. Sitting on your ass gets you nothing but love handles and low self esteem.

I've decided to stop dwelling on why I'm dissatisfied. I'm taking the advice given by the lovely Sabatier, and pursuing a more complete me. Everything in life tends toward disorder, and if I'm not adding something to myself, I often find that I'm falling apart. So...I'm going to be adding things soon. New skills, new habits, new interests. I'm hoping that regularly updating this blog will become one of the new habits smile.

As I learn things, read things, discover things, I hope to note them here a few times a week. This will be my notepad of sorts, and I hope it will spur some interesting and thoughtful discussion, as well as an emotional outlet where I can and will be totally transparent. I need this, and hopefully someone else out there needs it too.

Life has been entirely too black and white lately. Time to add some color smile.
sabatier:
Wonderfully said, my dear. I am honored that I could provide some measure of insight to one that is already so well in-tune with themselves. You're right - effort is always required. But you seem like one that understands that its not upon completion of a dream or urge that we grow - its the path that we take to fulfill our new reality that nourishes us - the end is only a reward to spur us on to another level. I would really love to see your progress recorded here in your own hand - to be allowed by you to look upon your path, told with the words you create - for even that act brings forth new life within us. Opposing in harmony the primal forces that act on everything within physics' laws to push them toward chaos' event horizon can be exhilarating, if only because the knowledge that the forces we oppose are going to eventually win gives us that stolen-time-cheating death-and-design rush - how alive that can make you feel! Up the ante dear! tongue
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