comatose

i feel like a twaaaaaaaat.
im a cunt.


i have nobody to talk to, im all alone and i need a big reassuring hug and theres nobody to give it.
how can everything get so shit in like 2 hours?
last night was awesome, i loved it, dont regret it at all, even though its made me feel like a total cunt today, not that i dont deserve to feel like this.

GAY
im gunna go dye my hair, im bored as fuck and im sad, i just watched some cool videos from last night, one of my friend jack going down a hill in my garden on a little red plastic sled and going straight into a bush...

x

EDIT
on the up side of things i finally got to talk to someone i wanted to talk to, then another, then another, then another, and im no longer home alone! YAY

and i dyed my hair